I sometimes ask myself why I write devotions. Is it to help me or is it to help others? Who says I am even qualified to write devotions about God? I sin. I ask for forgiveness. I sin even more. Why would anybody want to read my devotions, especially the people who know me and know how broken I am? I can't tell you how many times someone will respond to me after I do something stupid with, "and you write Christian devotions?" How can I even gaze upon this computer screen and hope the words come to my typing fingers? You know what? It helps me to combat these obstacle questions with a clear and simple, "why not me?"
If we broken sinners didn't write about Jesus, then who will? Who amoung us is qualified? When I read through the characters in the Bible, I realize, although different in many ways, there is one thing that most have in common: They were broken sinners. I can honestly say that I write devotions to help me stay focused on Jesus. If what I write is also helping somebody else, that is great! But it is totally God's business and for me not to worry about. I can't worry about how it is affecting others, nor can I let others derail me from writing simply because I may feel that it is not effective. My only true enemy is me; my only true friend is Jesus. So, broken or not, I will continue to write about God. Have you thought about maybe writing some kind of devotions for God? You may come-up with a thousand excuses not to, but never feel like you are not qualified or that you sin "too much" Don't we all sin too much? Let's stand-up convincingly for Jesus, not because we are perfect, but because we are broken sinners.
Romans 3:23 says, "for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God"
Father, please forgive me of my sins. Help us to remember that you can use us to help others no matter how broken we may be. In Jesus name, Amen.